As ironic as it gets, the only vacancy offered for the likes of me, is to be a gun-toting faggot, giving “worm welcomes” at a block post. Karma or dumb luck? I don’t know for sure. But one thing clear: It didn’t surprise me at all.
They told me to bring a passport picture, ID, demobilization certificate, and an approval from my doctor, that I’m not a homicidal maniac. Too bad all the doctors are on strike.
I got the picture done, a matter of 10 minutes and 25 shekels. It could have taken 9, but I didn’t smile. Fake smiles make me sick, even my own fake smiles. Though I read a research once, that says that our brain can’t tell between the times we fake a smile and the times we don’t. This is why, if you fake a smile long enough, it “sticks” to you. Just look at pedophiles and you’ll know what I’m talking about. It’s like our own body and mind, didn’t get used to the emotional life of our society, ever-since we have evolved. I think that they didn’t get used to this, because there is no rational reason to be “fake happy” as a fully functional, reasonable, living creature. I wander, who were the first smile fakers in history, and why? As much as I like to blame things on religion, in this case, I think, these were the merchants and the clerks. Or, at least the merchants (there were no clerks back than).
I can’t say I’m screwed, but this whole coincidence is killing my potential pay-check. But again, I’ll handle it, one way or another.
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